need a friends

we need friends for many reasons
all throughout the four seasons

we need friends to comfort us
when we are sad ,
and to have fun with us when we are glad

we need friends to give us good advice.
we need someone we can count
on to treat us nice

we need friends to remember us
once we have passed
sharing memories that will always last.

do you know me ?

i am daughter , a sister , a grand daughter , a niece , a cousin , a friend , i am a partner , a young girl , and a grown woman. i am confident and scared, terrified and excited. i am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful. i am sick and tired. i am shy and friendly and careful and careless. i am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. i am hardworking and determined. but a little scared on the inside. i wish on stars and dream my dreams. i pray to God and cry my tears. i smile on the outside, while i'm dying on the inside. i listen to others who won't listen to me. i walk on eggshells and i walk on fire. i am everything nothing all at once all i want is for you to me

heart broken

take a knife and cut me up
if you hate me you won't stop
make me feel the pain within
as you are slitting through my skin
makes me weaker as i bleed
for your mercy make me plead
hear me screaming in the dark
as you leave your painfull mark
blood is running down my face
as my beauty you erase
trying to cut through every vein
on your shirts your living stains
i wish you knew i didnt care
if you hurt me everywhere
you can slit my skin apart
but you can't out
through my broken heart !

personality quiz ;)

bayangkan anda sedang tersesat dalam hutan yang tebal. tiba anda
terjumpa sebuah rumah kecil yang ada satu je dalam hutan itu.
kemudian anda masuk kedalam rumah kecil itu tanpa memberi salam.
didalam rumah kecil tersebut terdapat 7 buah kerusi dibelah kanan,
dan 6 buah meja di belah kiri.

pada meja yang ke-empat (4), ada 8 jenis buah.
dijadikan cerita anda sudah 2 hari tidak menjamah sedikit makanan
pon selama tersesat dalam hutan.

buah yang ada:-
1 - apple
2 - pisang
3 - tembikai
4 - anggur
5 - kelapa
6 - betik
7 - strawberi
8 - rambutan

buah manakah yang akan anda pilih dahulu. pilihan buah anda akan
memberi maksud kepada personaliti yang dikuizkan.
anda tidak perlu tergopoh untuk memilih, luangkan masa dan
pilihlah buah yang betul tepat. tiada masa yang ditetapkan untuk
anda memilih.

jika anda sudah memilih buah itu dengan pasti, scroll kebawah
utk mengetahui jawapannya.....








































betul anda pasti dengan jawapan itu? jika ya scroll lagi



















1 - jika anda pilih apple, bermakna anda suka makan buah apple
2 - jika anda pilih pisang, bermakna anda suka makan buah pisang
3 - jika anda pilih tembikai, bermakna anda suka makan buah tembikai
4 - jika anda pilih anggur, bermakna anda suka makan buah anggur
5 - jika anda pilih kelapa, bermakna anda suka makan buah kelapa
6 - jika anda pilih betik, bermakna anda suka makan buah betik
7 - jika anda pilih strawberi, bermakna anda suka makan buah strawberi
8 - jika anda pilih rambutan, bermakna anda suka makan buah rambutan



heehehehe :D

i can't

she finally gave up
she dropped the fake smile,
as a tear ran down
her cheek she whispered to herself
"i can't do this anymore"

everybody wants sunshine
nobody wants pain
but you can't make a rainbow
without any rain

i miss you

i want to hold your hands walk a mile
dont want to miss you , even a while
my life is so beautiful coz
dear, its you , MY LIFE :)

hug me for my worries to die
my tears to dry and
my loneliness to fly

it hurts me to know
how i sometimes can be little selfish
when it comes to you

i miss you every moment of the day
i keep me awake just to listen you
i keep me empty just for you to fill
i keep me alive just to see you

my mornings miss you
my evenings seeks you
where were you all these years
why you werent there to wipe my tears

fear of future is worse than pain of the past
still i bother the list , coz you are there

even seconds are too long to miss you
i want to holds your hands walk a mile
don't want to miss you , even a while

i love you

once upon a time ,
i told a guy who wasn't
"THE ONE" that someday
i would find someone who
wanted to be my everything..
who would love me with all
of his heart soul
and when he pictured his life.
he would want me there by his side..
till the very end.

then i found you..and the words
i spoke were true

aku ada kerna kau ada

Cinta adalah anugerah yang Kuasa
Yang bila terasa betapa indahnya
Sungguh lemah diriku
Tak berarti hidupku
Bila tak ada dirimu

Andai ku bisa akan ku balas
Semua yg pernah engkau berikan
Terima kasih dariku
Atas ketulusanmu
Menyayangi diriku

Aku ada karena kau pun ada
Dengan cinta
Kau buat diriku hidup selamanya

Aku ada karena kau pun ada
Dengan cinta
Kau buat diriku hidup selamanya

Andai ku bisa akan ku balas
Semua yang pernah engkau berikan
Terima kasih dariku
Atas ketulusanmu
Menyayangi diriku

Sayang , no matter what happen , I still be with you and always do.
No words can describe how much I love you , need you
Please be mine, forever